Learning process

This is my 3rd entry for today.

But it ok.
Tade sape pon bace.
Hohho.

Ok actually nk share something.

Citernye gini.
Ak buat kwn ak kecik ati.
Punce ?
Of course salah ak.
Ape salah ak ?
Ak tengking die.
Kenape tengking die ?
Salah ak sdiri.
Tone ak tu. Nada ak tu.

Nie memang best lesson tok ak.

Tq to her.

Memang after this agak janggal antara ak dan die. Tapi oleh kerana die ak sedar yg ak memang tak patot buat camtu. Even kat sesape pon.

Memang patot seme org maki ak. Sbab ak tak penah tau ape yg org lain rase.

Sgt sgt tak rugi air mate ak kluar sbab rase bersalah dekat die.

Ye memang salah ak.

Ati,
Please. You need to slow dowm your volume. Not you but me.
I need to respect others even who they are. Don't rough to them. Practice now. If i can only handle my self when i am not seeing them. So i need to communicate with them in directly.

IMPROVE. IMPROVE.

Had bewn written on 26 of Sep 2013.

First step

Dear Ati,

Arini amek test JPJ.
Skarang masih under control.

Rentetan citer smalam,
So arinir i hope i can control myself.
Hopefully i can be more polite.

Hopefully i can handle it.

Dear ALLAH,

YOU know the best for me.
I'm doa i can be better person.
Amiiiin.

Written on 25 of Sep 2013

Lesson for today

Dear Ati.

From what had done today.
You must learn something right ?

What is past just let it past.
Now you need to open new page.

In future, you need to think before you act.
Remember not all people can accept what you done.

Now you know they do not like it.
Next time just be in silent mood and shut up your mouth.
Could you please be quiet for a while ?

Please.

I'm sure you can do it.
Just stay cool my dear.

Ok. That it.
Be more gentle.
Don't ever give up to improve yourselve. Be the best. Beat your past and for sure you are always improving yourselve.

o n b e h a l f

Dear Ati.

Ati, hopefully that you can be a better person.

Please.

Please be a mutured person.
You are already 24 now. It not a small value.

Suppose on this time you can be a person who can support your family. But its ok.
Just do your best ya my dear.

Be the best by beatting your best.
Ensure you be yourselve.

Perasaan yg itu

Rasa itu.
Ia dtg lagi.
Rasa diri diperbodoh.
Rasa diri ini hanya ditegor dan disapa pabila mereka berdepan dgn masalah.

Rasa marah, meluat, benci, geram.
Semua rasa negative bersatu.

Kucuba membuang. Kucuba menghindar.
Tapi sayang.
Ia umpama kotoran degil.
Tidak mahu bergerak dan berganjak.

Andai masa boleh menjadi pengubat.
Datang lah cepat. Moga ia berlalu dgn pantas.

Rasa itu.
Harap kau hilang.

Hilang dan pergi.

Pergi ~

Bawa ak pergi.

Seriusly, sgt sgt memerlukan someone to take me away.

Take me away ~ to secret place ~

HIKMAH RAMADHAN

Alhamdullilah syawal sudah kembali ~

sudah lama jari ingin berkongsi cerita di sini, tetapi kekangan masa dan penyakit MALAS melanda.
yuhaaaaaa ~

pada ramadan kali ini banyak perkara kuketahui.
TERIMA KASIH kepada yang berkongsi ilmu ini kepada ku. 

kini ku tahu :

a) aku mempunyai sebuah keluarga yang amat bertolerasi. Sentiasa membantu, tidak mengira susah atau senang mereka sentiasa di sisi menyokong dan membantu. LEBIU !

b) ragam manusia tidak perlu terlalu dilayan. SUKA maka TERIMA. TIDAK SUKA maka SENYUM. ada yang boleh diguna pakai dan ada yang boleh di pandang sepi sahaja ~

c) perbanyakkan membaca selawat al-fatih. selawat pembuka. Insyaallah segala yang tertutup akan terbuka. terbuka jodohnya, terbuka rezekinya. aku masih cuba untuk belajar membacanya.

itu sahaja yang ingin ku kongsi.
* yang nk dicite siket je ~ tapi heboh satu dunia kecohnye.. hohho ~